Old or New
“Everything flows to me and through me
with love and grace, NOW.” This is my new intention. If I’d have
been living with this belief in my past, my life would look very
different!
J
However, since, I also believe that one truthful or what some people
call one “positive” statement nullifies a million denying, resisting
and avoiding statements, MY LIFE LOOKS, FEELS AND IS VERY DIFFERENT,
NOW!
In my own work and in finishing this
second book (which is all about feelings), I am learning the
difference between processing feelings and creating feelings. In my
recent past I was processing much anger, because in my more distant
past the ability to express anger spelled one thing – DOOM! Before,
the feeling of any emotion, but particularly anger, meant that
nothing would exist after the expression of that feeling. It
clearly makes no logical sense but I’m finding that the word logical
doesn’t really make any sense for the way in which many people live.
J Also, it seems that in striving for the
logic, the striving itself causes more separation from one another,
from situations, self, God, etc. This is the opposite result of what
most people are looking to create in their logic search. Instead of
connection and harmony that is being sought in trying to “figure it
out” what gets manifested in this search is more separation.
I had been feeling angry about
“stuff”. I had even been feeling angry that in my past it was
unacceptable to feel angry! What I learned from this situation is
that there is a difference between feeling the “old” anger that
needs to be released and creating “new” anger that will eventually
need to be released.
J I also learned that when manifesting from a position of
anger it is impossible to create anything but more anger. (I love
the way the Universe works!) .
Bodies make feelings just like they
produce waste from food (whether this is logical or not). I often
have joked with workshop participants that it is easily
understandable that if you drink a gallon of water the waste would
need to be “relieved”. It is not always so understandable for some
people that a gallon of emotions also produces “waste” which needs
to be relieved.
J It is this “old” waste that gets processed. It gets
released and cleared, as in the intention, “I am now free and clear
of all stored anger on all levels through all dimensions, time and
space, now and in the future. Amen. And so it is.” With the “old”
feelings, the energy is already stored within the body. It isn’t
something of the now. It is a something of the then. It is stuck
energy that at some point was judged as being “wrong” or “bad” and
so it was stored in the body. If this stored energy is not cleared
and released, it serves as lovely seed energy for the creation of
“new” energy to stuff. And, this is why much time is dedicated in
therapy to the processing of “old” feelings.
Something that can happen for people,
though, is that even after they have cleared and released their past
they can choose to make more angry energy to store. If that energy
is not moved through in the moment, the whole situation can start
all over again for them!
Whether anger is “new” or old”, the
energy, because it is energy, is magnetic, which means that when a
person comes from a place of anger, it is difficult to attract
anything but anger into his or her life. If you are trying to
manifest a new job and are angry with the process, then you are only
going to get “more angry” with the process. You are not going to
create a new job.
J And, because the origin of the anger
exists in broken expectations, judgments, things a person “should”
have done, etc. the cycle of the judgments and expectations that
exist within the “angry” process itself, creates more anger. It
goes around and around.
Release and clear your anger. You
will change your life because you will be coming from a place of
connection and harmony. Your life will be filled with miracles and
“everything will flow to you and through you with love and grace,
now.”
Enjoy the rest of your summer in as
many ways as possible.
J
Michelle L. McClellan, Psy.D. © 2008
